Summer!

O.M.G. It's finally summer. summer. summer. I cannot stop saying that word. After a crazy year, here i am. Grade 10 folks. wow. I can't believe i made it this far, It's like i blinked, and the year was over.
Let me tell you, for a while there i thought i was going to have to go to summer school... Apparently I dominated my exams, and finished with flying colors. Thank God. I'm leaving for Saskatchewan around the 15th, you better believe I'm exited for that! I have to remember to write more often.. It's good for me. Well bye. - Isabel

boys boys boys

last day of school today! pretty pumped! all that's left is exams then I.AM.DONE!!!

Today is a pretty great day if i do say so myself... as you can probably tell, i'm very exited! 

That all aside I need a boyfriend. I mean its not like i'm desperate or anything.. I'm just lonely, and i want one of those cute relationships.. I keep telling myself that i'm not finding anyone because every guy in this town is an asshole.. But even then, it makes me feel bad. You start to doubt yourself you know? Like why am i not good enough? But then my inner diva comes out and snaps her fingers, tells me i'm an idiot and to smarten up.. am i rambling? I am. I apologize. But what else is a blog for, no one reads it, so this is my diary.

Made it through the week.

This week dragged on.. I honestly thought it wouldn't end. Anyways, i'm done school other than for exams and Monday & Tuesday :( but I'm still pretty exited!

Summer 2013

School ends on the 17th and i'm actually nervous. All the people i know now are going to change over the summer.. Hell I'm going to change over the summer. I don't know what's going to happen while i'm in Saskatchewan, will i find love? will i find success? Summer 2013 is just a wild adventure waiting to be explored. I know when i come back i'll be different, everyone always is, but i just can't help wondering if i'm going to have the same best friends, or the same "look," or even the same personality. I don't know anything other than this: i'm going to ride my brains out (a horse, get your mind out of the gutter,) It's going to be me and Bella together. I'm going to forget this small town, all these small town guys, with small town dreams, living off their small town fame... I'm going to be free! at least until September guys.

BIRTHDAY DINNER!!!

Today me and the girls went out for a birthday dinner for Drew! We went to a waterfront restaurant, and the food was DELICIOUS! mm.... we got some appies, mushroom caps, calamari, chicken wings, and things called chachos.. their basically homemade potato chips with cheese, bacon, and green onions, and then you dip it in chipolata dressing. YUMMY!!!

Grad

last night was grad, and i did the makeup for some girls! it was very hectic.

today is a "do nothing day"

Doubts..

I really suck at this.. Maybe I should do something else. How about all the ridiculous things that happen to me, cause there is A LOT of those. Anyways today I found a hidden vodka bottle in the couch.. Dads at it again, I should have known he wouldn't quite for me. ugh.. life.. Well something good did happen today! I went for a 5 hour quad ride (my back and ass are killing me,) I got 75% on my Science test (WHOOTWHOOT!!!) and on Friday i get my Rook piercing! so thats good! but as usual life is going to shit and i'm probably going to sink again, but for now i'm doing good! Cross your fingers for me! - Isabel

God damn

shit i forgot to make a post yesterday.. wow i'm already behind. Today I went to a prawn festival with drew and my mom, dad was doing security, WHATEVER though. I had fun! me and drew just got back from Chinese food, and now i'm trying to make a fucking WiFi hot spot in the house, wish me luck.